Making sense of the world that does not make sense.

I like asking "why" question rather than "how" question.

Honestly speaking, Im not that interested in "how".

"Why" question is about making sense of the world that surrounds me.

I somehow want to make sense of it.

I want to "understand" what is going on around me and I want to "explain" it.

So, let me ask the same question to myself once again.

"Why" do I want to "understand" and "explain" the world around me?

I just dont know......

Or, does the world make sense from the first place? Should it make sense?

What does "make sense" mean?

Once again, I dont know.......

Any thoughts?